Fudge Monkey; Cupcakes; Randomness

The Rules:

1. Ikea (Goddamn Swedish cheap furniture)
2. Billie Joe Armstrong (For not letting me burn my drums)
3. Sandals (They’re just weird)
4. Jude Law (He ripped off my style)
5. Johnny Depp (He ripped off my style)
5. Batman (Just annoys me)
6. St Mark (Just annoys me)
7. St Paul (Just annoys me)
8. Flutes (They’re hard to play)
9. George Washington (He ripped off my style)
10. Hans Solo (He touched me up in a bar on time)
11. Gerard Way (His hair smells good and he won’t tell me what he uses)
12. Ray Toro (His hair is poofy and he won’t let me touch it)
13. Courtney Love (Everyone hates her)
14. Mozart (He ripped off my style)
15. Madonna (She sucks and has the arms of a male)
16. Avril Lavigne (Faaaakkkeeeerrr)
17. Ashlee Simpson (Faaaakkkeeeerrr)
18. Kelly Clarkson (Faaaakkkeeeerrr)
19. William the Conqueror (I think it’s obvious why)
20. Gravity (Frickin' gravity)
21. Billie Joe Armstrong (Again because he used up all the shampoo, I want nice hair too, you little bastard)
22. Luke Skywalker (He ripped off my hair)
23. George W. Bush (‘Cause Billie told me so)
24. Adrienne (‘Cause Billie told me so)
25. Starbucks (‘Cause Billie told me so)

Don't listen to the criticism,
Forget about the past,
Remember what your here for,
So enjoy it while it lasts.

Worrying about the boundaries,
Always following the rules,
You'll just turn out to be a wimp,
Just another fool.

People keep on doubting you,,
The propaganda's controlling you,
Parent's always have to push you,
The governments telling you what to do.

You need to stand up for yourself,
They can't tell you what to do,
Just because they don't like it,
Doesn't mean you don't too!

Why are you doing this?
Making me hide myself
Not knowing whether to keep me
Not knowing how Ive felt

Is there a reason?
Cant you accept who I am?
Having to play pretend
Having to live a lie

Tell me what Ive done wrong
Tell me what Ive done right
Tell me what I have to change
Tell me to change everything

Tensions are rising...
Its a new high!
Never gonna go up...
Always gonna be up!

Well always be like this
You mustnt change destiny
Just remember that Im being someone else
Just forget who you want me to be

Tell me what Ive done wrong
Tell me what Ive done right
Tell me what I have to change
Tell me to change everything

Ill always be like this
Always try to be who I am
Who I wanna become
I wanna be me!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

So...watcha think???

Hey well because its the end of another school term
I have exams to study for, assignments to finish
and performances to practice.

The problem is, well the problem is homework basically
but another problem is that I wont have time to regularly
check my buzznet and reply to notes + messages + bullitins
or add people back.

So I apologise if you dont hear a reply from me for a while,
just blame it all on the homework, homework i bad for you!!!

rockchik101♫♥♪♥

Its a cold fragile night
All shattered and torn
Which makes me walk to the light
To find the warmth

There is heat and laughter
Trapped in those houses
Yet they locked me out
Said this was where I belong

I am the loner
The outsider
The unwanted
The one to be avoided
To be left alone
By everyone else

I spend the years
Walking through these empty streets
The sound of my footsteps
Is the only music in my ears

Trying to find the place
With open doors
Where I feel the warmth
Where I belong

I am the loner
The outsider
The unwanted
The one to be avoided
To be left alone
By everyone else

No one listens
No one hears
The tears rolling down
As it rains in these forgotten streets

No one knows
No one cares
The story of
The unwanted

You guys like it?!?!

Yeah well most of you guys know that MCR is taking a break.
And they do deserve it, they'd been working real hard,
travelling all over the world etc. So while they're resting
I decided to listen to some  other bands. And one that  I'm really
loving now is American Hi-Fi!

Has anyone heard of them?

Well that's actually all I wanted to say.

rockchik101♪♥♫♪

I have just realised that the song has different lyrics to the one veryone else knows. So since I had TBPID, I've been figuring out what the lyrics for the "untitled" song:

Say, the lights are really low enough to play
Can you catch me when I'm falling down
And all alone, the moment*
If you're trying to make the most of this
And couldn't you hold the door we meet*
When you made/make me walk away

-Chrous-
And would you stay right here?
When I tell you
That someone out there loves you
Will you stay right here?
When I tell you
That someone out there loves you after all

Sometimes the things can always be so small
And sometimes you can look back
And all the times you catch me screaming
Walk away for most of this
And couldn't you wait to kiss me
When you decimate the stars?

Chorus

Is there no one, no one out there?
Is there no one, no one who cares?
Is there no one, no one out there?
Is there no one that you could share?

But would you ask yourself
Would you ask yourself!

Chorus

Stay right here
Stay with me

*These are the things I'm not sure of.

Well I think those are the lyrics. If you think some are wrong then please say so in comments.
 

This is a song that I randomly wrote one day, wasn't feeling what the song seems to be or anything.
I warn you though, the title of the song doesn't mean what you think it will...

My Colourful Life  - rockchik101

*Spoken*
The words inside my head
Are just too harsh to say
So I'll make this short and sweet

You are the thorns on these roses
You make them so hard to hold
Cutting the palm of my hand
Making them bleed
You love seeing the color red
On me

You are the tears in my eyes
You keep them rolling down
Every drop adds to my sadness
Making the hurt grow stronger
You love knowing that
I'm blue

Never mind anyone else
Its always me
You love how
Your making
Me Colourful

You are the sunset
You take the sun away
Keeping it as your own
Making the happiness stay with you
You love taking the bright
Yellow glow

You are the ugly duckling
You always thought you were pretty
But then you realised that your not
Making this an advantage
You love it when you make me sick
And green

Never mind anyone else
Its always me
You love how
Your making
Me Colourful

You've taken everything
And try to take more
You've left me voulnerable
So empty
So black

Never mind anyone else
Its always me
You love how
Your making
Me Colourful

Well what do you guys think? Not what you expect from the title aye?

Yup I wrote a song. I've been for a while but here is my latest one :

Different On The Outside

Humans are such good spectators
Judging each person from eye to eye
They see it as an opportunity
To label someone and lie

I would walk down the street
Spectators every where
Thinking of what kind of person I am
From my clothes to my hair

Chorus:
I am different from what they assume to see
From the accusations they make of me
They will always know a different side
From the outside
Of what I'm turning out to be

Even close relatives become spectators
But they don't judge what's outside
They judge from within
Where all those feelings would hide

When they think I'm happy I'll be sad
Once they see I'm angry
I'm actually glad
They would think I'm a good girl
When I am bad

Chorus

Think what you want
Say what you want
I don't care

You will nevr know
What's inside or out
Even if it bit you in the rear

Chorus

I am different from what you assume to see
From the accusations you make of me
You will always see a different side
From the outside
Of what I'm turning out to be

And that's basically it. You guys like it?

My 10 fave songs of

                                   My Chemical Romance

1. I'm Not Okay
2. Headfirst For Halos
3. Cancer
4. Helena
5. Skylines And Turnstiles
6. It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's A Death Wish
7. Famous Last Words
8. Our Lady Of Sorrows
9. Disenchanted
10. Teenagers

And
                                         Green Day

1. When I Come Around
2. Brain Stew
3. Redundant
4. Long View
5. Welcome To Paradise
6. Basket Case
7. Good Riddence (Time Of Your Life)
8. Minority
9. Boulivard Of Broken Dreams
10. American Idiot

If you think I should have put different songs in the top ten, or you want to re-arrange the songs then feel free to tell me and make your top 10 list in the comments.

rockchik101♪♥♫♥

There is more to emos than:

• cutting
• crying
• broken hearts
• depression

They are the group of people that have lost everything dear to them:

• Family
• Friends
• Relatives
• Boyfriend/Girlfriend
• Pets
  

And they didn't want to lose them.

People only see one side of the story
They assume that cutting/crying is stupid when they don't even realise why emos actually do it.
And make fun of how they look.

When some people just don't realise that they DONT care anymore.
They are apathtic about what other people think about them.
Because they know that those people don't know the truth,
And never will,
Because they don't listen.

So are you one of those people?
Those people who make fun of kids with skinny jeans and fringes?
Thinking your better than them?

Well then GET OUT OF MY BUZZNET!

Made by the one and only : rockchik101♪♥♫♥

You Know You're an MCR Fan When...
1. You have at least one MCRSavedMyLife story
2.When someone says "'fro," you say "Ray Toro!"
3.When someone says "Chemical," or "Romance," you think..."MCR!"
4. When you think of New Jersey, you think of Belleville.
5. When someone talks about St. Helena, Montana, you think Helena.
6. You've had their CD for two weeks and iTunes says it's been played at least 46 times.
7. You have mixed feelings about the Used. Bert? Or Gerard?
8. You wake up at two AM thinking about Mikey.
9. You view Alicia Simmons as the new Adrienne Armstrong.
10. You truly believe the Black Parade will come to you when you die (Hello Gerard!)
11. You believe they should hire you to be in all their videos since you dance to the songs like nobody's business.
12. Black is your favorite color.
13. The only reason you watch 24 is so you can have something in common with Ray.
14. It pains you to watch Aqua Teen Hunger Force because of the rejection it caused Gerard.
15. You know Bob is a fuzzy bunny and Frank is a princess.
16. You wouldn't mind watching Gerard draw all day.
17. You count the days to and from your MCR concerts.
18. You have their tour schedule on a Word Document on your computer.
19. You've written at least one fanfic.
20. You'd join the TMNT, just to be with Bob.
21. You wouldn't mind Gerard and Mikey smelling like shit if it meant you got to go on tour with them!
22. You'd offer Frank your shower at 3 AM.
23. Even your parents know the words to Welcome to the Black Parade.
24. You dye your hair like Gerard did a few years ago and lament as that random red splotch at the back of your head fades away.
25.You scream when your parents accidentally throw away the review of the show you went to a week before. Then you immediately get it off the internet.
26. None of your friends like them but they could probably write a book on them you talk about them so much.
27. You've Googled their high schools.
28. You adhere to the MCR Bible, the Ten Commandments of the Black Parade, the Ten Commandments of Gerard Way and the Ten Commandments of a Chemical Romantic.
29. You don't care anymore when people call them emo because you know they're not.
30. You'd cut off Bob and Ray's hair if it meant you could have it all to yourself.
31. You relate to Mikey and his unicorn/coffee/sushi fetish.
32. You really wish Frank would talk on stage.
33. You celebrate their birthdays with religion. Yes, that means costumes.
34. You've named pets/stuffed animals/instruments after them ("C'mere Mikey! Good boy Mikey, good boy!"
35. The people in your band have set a ban on you singing anymore MCR at practice. Needless to say, this is a rule meant to be broken.
36. You sneak into your computer lab at school at lunch to watch their videos.
37. You call your younger sister "Mikey." Therefore, she hates you. But you can't help that she is skinny, tallish and wears glasses.
38. You plan on making a pilgrimage to Belleville, New Jersey as soon as possible.
39. You listen to every band they say they like during interviews.
40. You only tolerate Brandon Flowers because Gerard Way says he likes the Killers and Brandon likes MCR.
41. Your daydreams consist of commentary on your school day by Mikey, Frank, Gerard, Bob and Ray.
42. You call Gerard "Gee."
43.Your friends all get a glazed look when you mention MCR.
44. You've read Ecstasy: Three Tales of Chemical Romance, by Irvine Welsh.
45. You wrote an essay about how you admire Gerard when your English teacher told you that you had to write something about someone you admired.
46. You're known to wear a black stripe over your eyes to school when you're feeling extra MCR-ish.
47. Life on the Murder Scene=LOTMS
48. You support Bob Bryar's solo project.
49. Even if they went gansta, you'd still love them.
50. You just wrote and or read this (or forced a friend to.)

Here's to the kids who were never okay, who brought their bullets in return for your love.

To the kids who live life on the murder scene, seeking revenge on those who wronged them.

To the kids who lost their fear of falling, who refuse to drink to show their support for Gerard's decision.

Here's to the kids who sign their name xoxo, fuck sincerely. The kids who love demolition style, who would end their days in a hail of bullets for thy lover. Here's to the kids who will spend their nights dreaming of what life would be like if they were G. F. R. B. or M. instead of partying with others. Here's to the kids who play with action figures instead of doing homework.

Here's to the kids who mourned over the loss of Mikey's glasses, here's to the kids who put bars and X's over their eyes to be just like their heroes. Here's to the kids who scream fuck you to anyone who starts shit with them.

Here's to the kids who believe they're vampires, just like the MCR boys. Here's to the kids who were welcomed to the Black Parade. Here's to the kids who are not afraid to keep on living or walk this world alone. To the kids who could've been a better son/daughter. Here's to the kids who raise their glasses high for tomorrow we die, and we all go to hell.

Here's to the kids who put sister to sleep, who set ferries wheels ablaze. To the kids who take pills that counteract the booze they drink. Here's to the kids with poison and pills. To the kids who Fire At Will. Here's to the kids who loved Pansy, and all its glory.

To the kids who cried at the sight of Robert Bryar burning on the set of FLW. Here's to every soldier, vampire, and parader, to every Fan.

Here's to each and every one of you My Chemical Romance fans. Your dedication is what makes the world go round.

You know your obsessed with my chemical romance if...

You are on this site.

You have seen EVERY music video, including 'the old version of i'm not okay (i promise)'

Your desktop wallpaper is MCR themed.

You hate yourself coz you're too much of a chicken sh!t to blow up a microwave like Mikey did.

You check their website everyday.

You are in despair because MCR is becoming mainstream.

You sing 'I'm Not Okay' so many times that your friends have to ask if you're actually okay.

You hide the MCR cds in the shops coz you don't want anyone else to buy them.

You think there should be a religon of MCRNESS.

Your heart skips a beat when you hear the words 'Chemical' or 'Romance.'

You know all the words to all their songs.

You know more about MCR than you do about your friends.

You constantly find yourself quoting the members.

It upsets you to see rows of 'Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge' for just anyone to buy.

You name your pets after Mikey, Ray, Frank, Bob and Gerard.

You sing the words but don't know what they mean.

You celebrate their Birthdays.

You think that people who do not know about MCR, do not deserve to be glorified with the greatness that is MCR.

You know who Matt Pelisser is and you know that he is no longer in the band.

You write 'My Chemical Romance' upon basically anything that is hard enough to write on.

You have written to them at least twice.

You have created a website dedicated to the band.

Everyone knows you as 'That Crazy MCR Freak.'

You have a MCR song for every point in your day.

Everything someone says reminds you of a MCR song or quote.

You recite the words to a song even when someone mutters a word from it.

You know what The Breakfast Monkey is.

You have MCR ringtones.

You're actually happy for MCR to have girlfriends, instead of plotting to k!ll them.

You want to visit New Jersey.

You read this to the end

Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends,
you look down at the person with black jeans and studs but smile
at the girl wearing a mini with a t-shirt that
barely covers anything?

Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and has her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a "gangsta" but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone?

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny how an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking or smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

I'm not laughing.

It's so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, and goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart?

HOW YOU CAN CALL A PERSON A POSER? HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON THEIR WRISTS AND WHY THEY SPEND THEIR LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OF LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS?

Keep on laughing.

Isn't it funny how you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this person's life...
Without knowing her situation with her friends...
Or her family...
Or her LIFE?

BRAVE ISN'T GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING.
BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH...
OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND.
BRAVE IS...
GOING TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY AND NOT-FOR A SECOND-CARE WHAT THE WHORES AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES.
IT'S LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT.
IT'S GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET.
IT'S KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS.
BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMORROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE.
IT'S ANOTHER DAY OF BITCHING AND DODGING RUMORS.

Keep on laughing.

Hello to everyone who is reading this journal!

Just came to tell that lot's of stuff has changed in my buzznet:
I've got a new profile photo (still of gerard)
I changed my header
Got a new background
Made a new playlist
Made a video for 'Desert Song'
Put some more stuff in my journal
And updated my profile!

That's it!
rockchik101♪♥♫♥

PS. And just made up a signiture (the thing with ♪♥♫♥)

Yup, I am in aussie, its ok i guess. but i have no furniture at my house yet (well exept for the couch and beds) so i'm using the computer in the mall.

Kind of went shopping but with my parents, so it doesn't really work out. I'm really homesick. But atleast I get to start school  on the 15 of April, so i get a really long holiday.

well that's all for now, tell you guys when something else comes up.

That's right im moving to Australia...
I'm moving to Australia...

Sorry if I keep on saying that, but I still can't believe that I'm moving to Australia...
I think I'm moving in a month
I kinda just heard 5 minutes ago, and I'm in shock right now...

I don't wanna go to Australia!!!!!!
Not saying it's a bad place or anything, but it's just on the top of my list of where I'd like to live.
I'm basically screaming and yelling in my head with frustration!

I can't believe I'm going...
I can't believe I'm going...

I love NZ so much!
I've always thought I would spend the rest of my days here
Chillin' out with my friends
Waiting/Looking for that perfect guy
Raising my *future* children here
I just really can't believe that that's not gonna happen

I don't think anyone would read this or anything,
But it's okay, I only wrote this to let my feelings out...

 

Gerard Way Puts The 'Laughter' In 'Manslaughter'.
Mikey Way Can Slam Revolving Doors.
The Chief Export Of Frank Iero Is Pain.
Mikey Way Counted To Infinity...Twice.
Frank Iero Can Divide By Zero.
The Grass Is Always Greener On The Other Side.
Unless Gerard Way Has Been There, Then It's Soaked With Tears And Blood.
The Frank Iero Once Visited The Virgin Islands. 
They Are Now The Islands.

Gerard Way Sleeps With A NightLight. 
Not Because Gerard Way Is Afraid Of The Dark, 
But Because The Dark Is Afraid Of Gerard Way.
Mikey Way Is The Reason Waldo Is Hiding.
A Tsunami Is Water Running Away From Bob Bryar.
Bob Bryar Doesn't Get Brain Freeze. 
Slurpees Know When To Back The Fuck Off.
Bob Bryar Doesn't Teabag The Ladies. He Potato-Sacks Them.
Mikey Way Can Speak Braille.
Frank Iero Jacks Off To Monster Trucks.
Jeeves Asks Ray Toro.
If The Bob Bryar Is Late, Time Better Slow The Fuck Down.

Geico Saved 15% A Year By Switching To Gerard Way.
Ray Toro Went Back In Time And Stopped 
The JFK Assination By Catching The Bullet In Mid-Air. 
JFK's Head Just Exploded In Sheer Amazement.
Gerard Way Has To Sort His Laundry Into Three Loads:
Darks, Whites, And Bloodstains.
Jesus Walked On Water. Gerard Way Walked On Jesus.
When Frank Iero Gives You The Finger, 
He's Telling You How Many Seconds You Have Left To Live.
Gerard Way Doesn't Use Pick-Up Lines, He simply Says "Now."
Mikey Way Is Like A Tsunami. 
If You Can See Him Coming, It's Already Too Late.

Bob Bryar Ate The Stay Puff Marshmallow Man.
Ray Toro Didn't Vote For Pedro. He Deported Him.
When God Said, "Let There Be Light", Gerard Way Said, "Say Please."

92% of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and 
Fitch or Hollister decided breathing wasn't cool!!

~Put this is your profile if you are one of the 
8% who would be laughing hysterically instead.